C@n U keep @ Secret ?

Friendship will last forever…yes, I agree with that… But aku sedar, friends will come and go, one by one will leave us, but we also make new friends …the cycle of friends will always like that..erm..its not that we lost the friendship,….the friendship is there but ke ‘available’an to be with us yang akan hilang…(ye la,masing2 bz dgn kehidupan masing2 …everybody have their own life) … perasaan itu juga datang when satu2 dpt perkhabaran gembira from friends yg akan pergi ke next stage n do good changes in their life, … I mean, kawin, tunang, pegi belajar, pindah rumah, pindah kerja, etc…most of it are good news …I’m glad and tumpang gembira for them..and I also realize, the chances to meet them akan kurang n tak seperti dahulu lagi, waktu zaman hang out sama2, spent time sama2, everything will change.. itu adalah lumrah kehidupan, of course everything takkan maintain mcm tu je sampai bila2 and  everybody will do changes including me, grown up, grow old ( kalau pjg umur), just to fill n follow the needs of life…and also searching for the meaning of life….(i’m still on d journey to be a better me…)

Intotsz 23 tahun dulu and sekarang tak sama.  Sometimes when u know me 10 years ago, when u meet me now, u can see the difference…u can’t expect me will be the same me who u know 13 years ago..a grown up thingy..walaupun ada la certain2 things yg sama tapi mesti lain juga..… namun, kenangan 10 thn dulu ke, 5 tahun dulu ke, 10hari lalu ke, tetap dikenang and still menjadi something yg manis utk dikenang…and ianya takkan dtg kembali coz it’s a past….I really appreciate all my times i’ve spent with my friends… Alhamdulillah… I think,my life today still surrounded by friends …kawan sekolah, kawan university, kawan tmpt kerja, kawan baru… for me, friends penting utk kehidupan aku dulu dan sekarang selepas family… they r the person who make ur life more meaningful, cheer u up, sharing with u, helping u, even sometimes it can be vice versa. But they are also a big part of my life, those who colored ma life…all the memories,childhood memories…really appreciate n miss em..maybe one day I have to leave all my friends behind or I am the one who will be left behind, but I will accept it as the changes that we have to face and go through…then, comes the word “independent”…

For bts girls, I was wondering who will start take da big step first…hehehe…tak nampak lagi, but I believe it will happened one day…lets just wait and see..or, shall we betting? Harharhar.apa2 pun, cool down…

For my kawan, even u haven’t tell me the gud news yet ,still wanna congratulate u…n Alle’s Gute! Dah sampai seru ya…Alhamdulillah..,im happy 4 u……apa2 pun, tahniah.. semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat , serta berjaya dalam pelajaran ….kejayaan dunia dan akhirat..amin…

Untuk Ropol dan Lalatz yg akan bertunang minggu ini, I’m soooo proud of u guys!…congratulations to both of u…juga pada sahabatku yg akan bertunang minggu depannya..hehehe…sayang korang, friends forever…juga pd Indra yg akan kahwin weekend ni…tahniah!

*ma dearest friends,Thank You very much for being my friend…*

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