C@n U keep @ Secret ?

Father’s Day.. bila sebenarnya Hari Bapak ni? Rasanya last yr, 10hb… this year 19? ke mmg aku yg salah tarikh?!?..takapeelah….

Still remember a few years ago waktu 1st time we try nak celebrate fathers day, pernah pepoyo beli kek n present 4 ayah (bantal bentuk love.hahaha)…Ayah cakap “apa la korang nih,membazirr.…takdenye nak selebrate hari bapak..ingat satu hari je ke?! everyday is fathers day la! Hehehehe…tp lepas bg hadiah n kek, dlm hati tu sebenarnya suka. Elelele… Saje tanak ngaku,but we know la ayoh…;) N impaknya lepas tu, terus mcm berhati2 nak celebrate …nak bg hadiah,kene benda yg mmg dia akan pakai, or paling koman pon, kitorg bagi kad or sms je…oh,kek pun penah beli..tp dgn alasan kitorg teringin nak makan kek…Hehehe.
Actually, we do really appreciate you Ayah…mana ada anak tak sayang bapak…. And we really thank Allah SWT for giving us such a very strong father.. if ayah x kuat haritu, mungkin kitorg yg lain pun sama…the word “redha je la…dah takdir” from u make me realize n strong to face the situation… Alhamdulillah…another thing that I figure out from ma Ayoh is that, he dun wanna see his children susah…. Dia pernah melalui a very hard days masa dia kecik2, membesar dlm kehidupan yg byk pancaroba.. n he dun want his children melalui semua tu…so, for him, biar dia susah tp bukan anak2 dia or org lain yg susah. Apa anak2 nak, semua dia nak fulfill kan…xkire lambat ke  cepat ke…sometimes,kita tak minta pun, he still buy it for us if dia tau kita nak…luckily he got a very nice anak2 yg tak de nak amik kesempatan n tau independent…Terima Kasih yang tak terhingga Ayahanda! We love u very very very very very very much! Only Allah SWT yg dpt membalas segala jasamu…semoga Ayah sentiasa dibawah lindunganNya dan diberi kekuatan utk meneruskan kehidupan ini …Aminn…. Bila aku leh fulfillkan his dream since I’m d only one who left? InsyaAllah… kita sama2 doa ya yah…
coz me myself also still dun have the answer .. heh.. soli

oh,even this yr fathers day 19hb,tp time balik last wiken, I bought one cheeezymeezy cake for him… New York Cheesecake from La Bahome bakery. Love to see him smiling, looking at da cake.. ada bola golf kat atasnya ( he love to play golf )….. I know u missed ur other daughters, but me n amree here…on behalf of them.…wishing you Selamat Hari Ayah! ..we eat together gether …da yummy2 cake!

Humm, talking bout cake teringat kek semalam kat Sunway Hotel & Resort. Waktu lunch mmg banyak gile makanan extra .. dessert sedap bangatt! Love d caramel pudding n choc mousse… d apple cake tu pun sedap gak. Tp disebabkan kekenyangan yg amat, takleh nak sumbat bebanyak. Nak illegally tapau, derang x bawak bekas plak….

I love cakes, I love pudding,I love cheese, I love makan benda manis dan menggemukkan… hopefully I won’t get diabetes bila dah tua nnt. *sigh*.

Hari isnin mmg hari yg x best utk g kerja. Penat smlm blom recover lg. Bestnya dedulu, kalo balik Perak, slalu xchange driver kalo penat..skrg,drive sorg aja….so,penat pun tanggung sorg2 aja…heh. Harini lambat g kerja, selamba singgah pejabat pos dulu, g amik surat berdaftar. Alang-alang… lagipun bos x blk dr shanghai lg . Ropol rajin harini…

Well,wanna write bout last week. About da PTD exam yg aku amik last tue & wed. Ingat lagi,masa 1st time sit 4 da same exam, kat Uniten. Gubra n xcited coz rasa mcm amik xam SPM balik, best gak coz ada geng. Meshy, Ijah, Aju, n beberape rakan lain yg terserempak amik xam yg sama,same place,same hall.siap main tiru2 lg.tp, meniru pun, still GAGAL gak. Haha. Kali ke2 ni, buat kat SMK Cyberjaya. I didn’t know that cyberjaya got school xcept Seri Puteri! Dah la dekat gil-gil ngn MMU..fuhh,Berapa kurun x turun cyber…exam berjln dgn lancer kali ni…lebih rilex menjwb n jwpn 100% effort diri sendiri..…even xde geng yg leh ditiru,tp terjumpa gak la rkn2 yg kenal…Upai,Lalat, MatYoe,Asfa, Ina macho…result? Malas nak PK…xbergantung harap sgt…coz its really tough to get this post..n passed d xam too…antara soalan sahsiah lucu yg teringat : "Adakah anda sekali sekala mengumpat?" ..ya atau tidak…heh. jawab jawab…

Cyberjaya… I missed this place very much…kalo takde hal,mmg takkan dtg sini..padahal bukannye jauh beno…ni pun nasib baik Hanna rajin nak melayan bawakkan…Tenkiu menkiu Dude!..time dtg , I saw few lines of juniors yg tgh berorientasi…berbaris 2-2, bawak beg biru mmu (thn kitorg warna merah hitam n nicer..hehe)..heh,terkenang.., 4 thn duduk cyber, we can be considered as perintis of cyberjaya gak. Alpha, Beta, Gamma, Delta…4 years duduk hostel…HB4 masa alpha until Gamma, Delta duduk HB3…byk gil-gil kenangan … sambil duduk n jalan2, all da memories start playing back in my mind…all da journey from start towards d end of my campus life…dari orientasi, pre-U,1st yr, 2nd year, final year…so much joy, so much fun.. zaman stay up sampai x tido berhari-hari utk siapkan project , zaman menyalahgunakan kemudahan internet utk menebarkan sayap kenalan2 (eh,its gud wat..), zaman lepak2 kat dataran menghabiskan masa tgk bintang, zaman outing tunggu bas berjam- jam, zaman bergossip sampai 3-4 pagi, zaman ponteng kelas, zaman study last menet… macam macam… tapi alhamdulillah, I managed to finish my study without repeat paper or extend years, but da result x flying colors la.. regret gak sket2 coz xstudy btul2 dulu…tp takpe, I’m quite happy with my life now… anyway , alam belajar n alam kerja mmg beza gile….n I thank God for giving me a chance to go through all this… Thanks Hanna coz rajin nak layan aku jenjalan MMU.

And at the same time, we had our GLOrious time, celebrate besday Bai san… mlm tu saja je nak buat surprise konon2…konon2nya juga royak xdpt dtg… actually mmg akan dtg,but lewat sikit n I bought one b’day cake for her…pasang lilin kat luar rumah n masuk senyap2 bwk kek… but it’s a bit disappointed coz xde xpression langsung! Hahaha…kesimpulannya,x surprise pun la kan.. actually Bai said she’s quite surprised coz she really thought I won’t be coming.. but tetibe dtg, she was like eh, eh, eh sket…ape2pun, malam tu mmg kenyang gil-gil stock nak tergolek coz kenyang makan stimboat yg diketuai oleh chef omaq…juga cheesecake yg mengenyangkan(4 me,rasa mcm pahit sikit but da rest said its nice..heh). Masa makan rasa mcm permaisura je sbb ada dayang-dayang yg tolong cedukkan makanan.heheheh (benefit utk org duduk jauh n tgn pendek! ) We gave her a bottle of BodyShop perfume, and a Bday card with nice2 messages. Eheh. Hope u like it…Even Bain xdtg, he do give Bai a phone call to wish her Belated Bday n apologize his absence…that’s so sweet …(",)

Ohh. Leka nya menulis blog. Nak balik… jya for now

DEWA - HADAPI DENGAN SENYUMAN

Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi…
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua…kan baik-baik saja

Bila ketetapan Tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah…
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

gue start d entry with a song from Dewa, "Hadapi Dengan Senyuman"…its a new song from Dewa new album, Lashkar Cinta…

Everytime i listen to d song, it make me feel calm, and it do help me to put a smile on my face. again n again..coz it  makes me realize bout fate, and life… try to "Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa" …coz "Semua…kan baik-baik saja" … which i hope so…alaa,lagu memujuk jiwa aaa  konon2…

today is Monday, n i do nothing.seriously nothing n its already 5.30p.m… try to study a bit for tomorrow PTD exam..but i can’t focus..no input…

Got a new testimonial from Aciq,ma cousin today.I feel like crying,erm..dah bergenang pun.. sgt touching.. coz whut she said,only today i realize.. sometime,she call me kakak…like arwah hanni too..both were nice sista..thanks aciq coz bgtau klin (",) … she’ll always b in ma heart, forever…cuma sedikit terkilan, coz kitorg baru nak rapat betul2,sempat rasa kejap je…anyway, i do felt grateful n thank Allah SWT for giving me such a very wonderful sisters . n i missed them very much, missed all the good days that we spent together…dari kecik sampai besar…its a very wonderful memories that i will never forget…(selagi xhilang ingatan n die la..)

sometimes, i can’t imagine n was wondering how’s my life will be without them ..sometimes,part of me still questioning why… its painfull, but i believe, God will lead n show me the way… to face the new life.. InsyaAllah…wish me luck. amin