Happy Bday ma dearest siss, Along n oso koYong
Today is Friday,24 june, after 134day they left us… and today is her birthday…
sharing da same day with ma cousin,Rina a.k.a KoYong..(but she born thn 1983)…
this morning i gave her a call n wish her Happy Birthday…i bought her present, which i think she akan pakai…selalunya we will share together gether beli present for her…if kasi kad, mesti tulis nama semua org.. even this year diorg dah xde, i still write their name on d card…as on behalf ..hmm,dah biasa,xleh aa x letak…
sat lg sambung la..xleh concentrate…..
*tribute 2 along > http://intotsz.fotopages.com
hmmm..
Along, kamu ingat x masa kekecik kita main fullhouse dlm rumah..
Main masak2 bawah pokok ngn kakmin ngn hani ngn fineh…n jugak joe n noni jiran sebelah rumah…oh,kalo main getah,kamu tere jugak coz kaki kamu panjang..hehehe
Along,kamu ingat x kita pernah sama2 eksiden kene langga kete masa kamu darjah 6…kesian kamu,terpelanting kat cermin depan kete india yg bwk laju tu…org terpelanting gak,tp jauh,kat tepi jalan…alhamdulillah,kamunye luka nasib baik dpt diselamatkan lg..dokto jahit..org lak,xleh jln beberapa hari coz kaki terkejut.ibu asik kene dokong je.tiap2 hari ibu temankan kita kt hospital..kamu dpt katil biasa,org tido dlm kandang baby..hehehe..malu time guru besa n cikgu tharu dtg lawat…
Along,kamu ingat x,masa mula2 kamu masuk hostel masa f1,bila balik time cuti,kamu ajar kitorg cara solat dgn betul..kamu suh kitorg semayang sorg2 depan kamu..rukuk org tak cukup bongkok…kamu ckp,tapak tangan kenekan pd sejadah…ketiak kene rapat kalo tak nnt setan masuk kat celah2 ketiak…..kaki pun sama..
Along,kamu ingt x kamu keja n cubit org ngn hani coz suka nak hilangkan kasut barbie kamu…lepas tu kamu ngn kakmin sorok barbie korang xkasi kitorg main..hehehe..tp,do u know that everyday kitorg sentiasa berusaha mencari kunci almari time korang balik hostel balik.. ;p
Along,setiap kali hari raya, kamu yg paling xcited hias rumah..u give us the task,org ni wat apa,org ni wat apa…kalo bukan kamu,rumah kita sure xde rupa rumah nak raya… how our home will look like after this? seriously,i’m not good in decorating ….oh,u good in cooking too…..which i’m not 
Bila org masuk MMU,org slalu mintak idea kamu utk project or assignmnt org..kadang2 tu berjam-jam kamu call dr jepon just nak menceritakan idea kamu..tp,org slalu amik 30% je..yg lain,xtermampu nak laksanakan…most of my work,d idea is from u…dr sek ren pun,kamu yg byk buatkan lukisan org… even plan ofis org pun,u give ur idea..siap lukiskan lg..kak hanipau pun jd mangsa…hehe… actually x only me who always refer to u 4 ideas,adik2 lain n sedara2 pun mcm tu kan…? ..u r soo talented,d most talented n d most creative dlm byk2 la ma sis…everybody admit that…we still hang ur painting @ home…..
Out trip to japan is one of the unforgettable memories in ma life..seronok gile kita time tu..jalan2 berlima berderet2,semayang belakang kedai,jadi alien kejap coz org jpn jrg tgk org pakai tudung,semua pompuan2,u b d tourist guide…masa berlalu begitu pantas time tu,xpuas ronda nipon…luckily we have some video to help me recall back d memory of 4 yrs ago (*credit to da chocomaniac 4 help me out wif d cd)..also s pengubat rindu bila nak tgk n dengar suara korang…really missed that moment 
Along, remember d time when i want to move out from ur house …i got a better offer n wanna learn 2 be independent..kamu pesan suruh org buat financial planning,simpan duit every month, n pakat utk balik sama2… bila da pindah, i think d hikmah is that it help bonding us more than b4….n now,i think i’m totally independent coz i have no u to refer to anymore…
u really love to fullfill others…nak penuhkan impian ibu ayah,nak penuhkan impian adik2,nak fullfill impian kawan2…how bout ur own? we always talk about our dream …but now,all d dream is just a dream… I think i’m not supportive enuff everytime u talk bout ur dream..m very very sorry 4 that…
Along,until akhir2 hayat kamu, u still try to fullfill others..u bought things for ibu ayah, me n others, utk sedara2, 4 ur friends… ur heart sgt tulus n mulia…ur life full with good deeds..kamu sedekah kat masjid kat kelantan haritu,mudah-mudahan ianya adalah antara jariah yg berpanjangan…insyaAllah..
Now,i’m in ur shoes..imagining d same situation as u b4,how does it feel to be sulung, 2 be harapan of ibu ayah n adik2,n to b urself….its hard n though…will u guide me again this time? sometimes i was wondering wether i’m doing d rite things or not….i hope i am…am i rite along?
"Alin,tgk muka org..kena gigit nyamuk la,byk bintik2 merah!".. one of d last words that came from u while u apllying ur compact powder kat bilik b4 kita bertolak time tu…but i just looking at u from far,try to smallen ma eyes coz i didnt wear specks dat time..sorry sis,i didnt c da spots..n wut i just told u is that" alamak,xnampak la.org xpakai spek".. i think,i should come closer n put some vicks on ur face…so that i can remember it as d last touch b4 u go…uhuk..oh,tak2,i do help u sticking d ogawa thing b4 kita balik..heh,thats d last touch i think..:)
OMG,…while writing this, all d memories start playing back in my membrain.. i can’t write all, too much story too much memories… but this is among the most memorable one that i feel like i wanna share…
U really love to be d guidance 4 ur sis, n now Allah SWT giving u the biggest chance ever, guiding and be with ur other siss together with u in the other world…which i can’t imagine how u guys doin now…but i hope u guys r doin well..happily in d garden of heaven…amin
I’m going back to perak tomorrow. really hope to visit u,kakmin,hanni,n fineh tomorrow..mndak n rina would like to send some flowers 4 u s ur bday present…ibu ayah xencourage sgt coz mcm omputih they said…4me,maybe we can take is as ganti daun pandan n bunga rampai….my present 4 ur bday,..just Yassin n al-fatihah n doa’s will do…is it ok 4 u?
betulke aku balik perak? he can’t make it (4 reason yg xdpt dielakkan),maybe 5 can’t make it too…?haven’t check with him yet. i’m blank. i’m totally blank, n d xcited is gone…
actually i can go back alone, i hv no problem wif that,its just that i dun want to make ibu worry too much…its good f u guys can join me go home tomorrow,like b4.uhh,rindunya..its a final distance … but i really hope 2 visit u guys tomorrow,can i make it? betul ke aku balik nih? isk
Ok,happy Bday Along. U r d most wonderful sister that I ever have.. May Allah SWT bless ur soul, n the rest too…Amen…
Cause we never said goodbye…
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I’ll never learn to smile,
But I know I’ll make it through,
If you wait for me…
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They’ll never bring you home to me
Won’t you wait for me in heaven?*lyrics taken from kavana-Will u wait 4 me *
